The Drama & Defining Moment in Romantic Love

continued.....this is part II and III

The Drama
If you are stuck on a track that goes nowhere, you not growing. When you are not growing, your heart is not open and your spirit starts to shut down. In this emotional state you tend to vacillate from mania to numbness. Exiting is the only remedy for the sickness associated with this ride. You have probably tried many time-out talks that included “calls to action” where promises were made but never kept. That is because there is just enough good stuff to keep you around, mixed in with fear and intimidation. On the crazy train, there will be many moments of frustration, anxiety, tears and fears. In other words--- Drama. Why do you do the drama? Because you think it is amusing.

Drama is a key component of this kind of relationship. You will find passion here, in many ways that are important, like good sexual chemistry, etc. But there is another even more powerful passion at work. The kind that makes you go crazy, get defensive, throw tantrums, sulk and shut down. This is not the good kind of passion.

This kind of passion is left over childhood anger or rage from when we didn’t get our needs met. To attempt to resolve this ache in our hearts, we hook up with a partner and try like hell to get them met through that other person. What a trap---they are often perfectly wired to hit our hottest buttons.

Relationships teach us about ourselves. So this is good, because at any moment during the ride, you can wake up and make a different choice on how you want to respond. On this ride, you are in total control of how fast, slow, gut wrenching, heart pounding, and scary you will let it become. There will come a day when you will finally have had enough of the self-inflicted craziness. This day is your defining moment.

The Defining Moment
A defining moment for me came when I was journaling about my first husband. I found in the back of my journal a letter that was addressed to him that was four years old. In the letter, I was expressing the same concerns and requests that I was in the present. Ironically enough, the letter’s actual date was October 12, 2000. Our wedding was October 12, 2002. That means before I even got married, I knew the ride I was in for, but still I made the commitment. Now you are probably saying she should have seen it coming--” he wasn’t likely to change.

Who really knows? All I can say is I guess I hadn’t gotten the lesson yet, and needed to keep riding, and marriage was the only way I was really going to experience what I needed to experience. I’m sure I also had a romantic illusion that it would improve.

Wrong. The first year of marriage was awful---all the things in that letter were there magnified by ten! I could barely recognize this man. I was in shock and disbelief for the entire first year and kept thinking make it stop. Finally after riding along for another year, (and couple’s counseling) I had that moment when I was like what am I doing? I deserve more. This is not amusing and I need to get off this roller coaster ride.

Maybe you don’t even like roller coasters, but have been riding because your partner liked them. You do have a right to your own feelings and to say this ride is not for me. In fact, that is the bravest thing you can do. But if you do find yourself on the crazy train, realize that you have the power to make it stop.

Just exit the relationship. And do not get back in line for another ride!

In relationships, you always have 4 choices: stay put, move forward, go backward, or exit. If you want out, get out. Get clear on what you want next and what you have learned. And then make the decision to leave. Stick to it. Get extra support from friends and family. Do not allow him or her to talk you back into staying. It is just a ploy—after all, this is their favorite ride, look at all the cheap thrills they get at your expense!

This ride makes them feel good. But if you don’t feel good and enjoy the ride, it’s high time to go.

Success comes from being in Alignment

Success in life and business is easier than you think---once you are aligned and can open to receive it.
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To succeed, you need to learn to form mental habits of success in your whole body. You need to be aligned with your mind, heart, and body. Many times, we think we want something, but inside we may feel we can’t really have it or feel unworthy. This is a block and must be dissolved so you can be in alignment, which is what makes the law of attraction work.

I have studied success. I have researched, read, interviewed, and been mentored by successful people. I even wrote my dissertation on the Science of Success. And this is what I can share with you:

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A Coach Can Mirror Your Brilliance & Help You Get Unstuck

I can tell you how successful you will be in the coming year by finding out the 5 people you spend the most time with, the 5 books you read, and whether you have invested money into your personal growth. It is very simple really. The most successful people have a mentor, read (readers are leaders), and spend time, money, and energy to grow themselves.

Success comes from the inside out and from personal growth into a more expanded version of who you are.

When you have a people mirror helping you with your blind spots, you increase your capacity to achieve success more quickly.

A catalyst/mentor helps you look at what you need to reveal to yourself in order to grow, discover your own answers, and guide you in following your soul’s wisdom.

Nearly every successful person on the planet has at least one of these mirrors.
I am currently working with 2. They will help me get unstuck, ask the right questions, and share with me their expertise so I can shorten my learning & painful trial and error curve.

Truly the greatest gift you can give anyone is a deeper, more purposeful connection with your True Self--the you that sparkles, shines, and radiates wisdom, love and power.

Emerson said that our chief want is for someone to inspire us to be what we can be. And it is true! I myself just committed quite a bit of money, time and energy for my mentors. One for helping me access my inner presence and the other to help me build a powerful business platform.

And believe me, I have experienced 3 of the toughest years emotionally and financially of my life, and yet, I know that I am worth it! I know that when I invest in myself now, that it will pay off for a lifetime. And I know that when I expand my own consciousness, I can serve you more.

We all need to receive accurate reflections in order to be able to see our brilliance. The reason success is a struggle for so many is that we experienced distorted images of who we really are while growing up, and are never able to see the TRUE SELF.

A person mirror who is clear, clean, unconditionally accepting is wonderful and when you add their relevant experience, current knowledge and ability to articulate what you are not seeing---miracles can and do happen.

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By looking in the mirror and seeing for yourself or by someone telling you.
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What Changes Are On Your Horizon?

Welcome to a new year and a new decade.

What is on the horizon is massive transformation and shifts of consciousness--that’s what 2010 is all about. It’s time to step into who you really are and do what you were born to do. On new years eve, after I spent all night howling at the blue moon, it hit me, my soul is calling me FORTH.

It is time for me to make some changes of my own, so I am planning a move to Austin, Texas.

While walking along the seashore today, I remembered a great quote:

If you want to discover new oceans, you have to learn to leave sight of the shore.

My own coach had been encouraging me to go on a vision quest of sorts...

to step out of my comfort zone and get in touch with my bigger vision,

and right away I got to feeling out of sorts, low on energy, stuffed head and nose--allerigic.

I am aware enough to know I was in resistance.

Resistance is what stands between the life you live and the unlived life within you.

On a deeper level, I knew something was needing to change in my life, something big like a move of residence, but I did not want to think about leaving my comfort zone of living on the island and enjoying a quiet, simple life.

Once I faced my fear, felt my way through it, and accepted my next step, all those physical symptoms subsided, and a new sense of self and a burst of energy became activated.

Now, I know it is a natural step into taking my message of Everyday Enlightenment to a much bigger audience.

You see, when going through a major transition (divorce, career change, move, financial challenge) it is common to be in a state of negative emotional and mental overload that makes it difficult to think clearly and make wise decisions.

However, the stress that you are experiencing is the perfect prescription to evolve your soul---if you choose to see the blessing in the chaos and confusion. You can learn new skills

that are built upon a spiritual foundation and learn to access the wisdom of your own soul which will empower you to recreate your reality based on what you really desire.

And get this! The stress and resistance dissolves when you surrender to your higher purpose and allow your SOUL to lead you.

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Now is the Time for Your Personal Transformation

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Here is a story that represents the process that you undergo when you experience personal transformation.

A Story About Transformation (unknown author):

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day, a small opening appeared.

He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole.
Then it seemed to stop making progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could go no further.
Then man decided to help the butterfly, so he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily, but it had a swollen body and small shrivelled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that at any moment the wings would enlarge and expand, to be able to support the body which would contract in time.

Neither happened!

In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shrivelled wings.

It never was able to fly.

What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand, was that the restricting cocoon, and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening, were nature’s way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into the wings, so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If creation allowed us to go through life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been.

And remember this, there is nothing about a cocoon that tells you it is going to be a butterfly!
If you are in your growing your wings stage, be with it, and know this is exactly where you need to be. Once you have what you need, you will then be able to take flight.

In bright light, Michelle

YOU ARE A BUTTERFLY waiting to spread your wings.

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